Let your walls up!

Being alone is the best time for me to reflect. Being told that I love to keep my emotions all for myself made me think that yeah, how things were so different for me.

Why do I choose to keep my emotions to myself? Cause it's not always safe to let your guards down,especially to people you just met. Honestly, let your walls up. As long as you keep your emotions to yourself, cry behind the door, you'll be hurt less. I won't say you won't be hurt at all, but personally I found it whenever I let my guards down and let people in, when they left or when they cut, it hurts even more.

I am so used to it. I used to be a different person, I used to let people in all the time, and people used to just come and go and take advantage of my feelings.

Now, I know better.

I keep my feelings, my secrets, all to myself and just to those few people who I actually let in my comfort bubble.

Of course, I still need places to tell. But don't ever rely fully on the word trust.

Never ever trust anyone.

Trust yourself not to tell anyone things that they can't bear to keep to themselves and not tell the whole word.

Choose the best words to speak as you choose the best fruits to eat.